Saturday, May 23, 2009

You'll be given love,
You'll be taken care of,
You'll be given love,
You have to trust it...

Maybe not from the sources,
You've poured yours into,
Maybe not,
From the directions,
You are staring at.

Twist your head around,
It's all around you,
All is full of love,
All around you...

All is full of love,
You just ain't receiving,
All is full of love,
Your phone is off the hook,
All is full of love,
Your doors are shut,
All is full of love...

Overreactions have even bigger reactions...
If I could go back and take back what time has stolen from me I could. If I go about this all in the right way, realise that broken hearts are more dire than my own selfish desires I would...
There is nothing more potent that the pain someone feels during unrequited love, especially when it's thrown back in there face. I snapped, I lost my own battle and for that- I am sorry.

Forgiveness is not easy, but I hope that in time you will realise that all is full of love, and that none of this was done to hurt you... Panic sprung urgently in a person will cause a panicked response, and much of what was said was said in efforts to keep you safe, to keep you alive. And I only would have hoped that if I was in your position you would have lied to me too if it meant doing what you thought was right to keep me out of pain in the long run.

Please don't hate me for leaving you... If I had of known that leaving you the way I did would mean I lost you forever, know that I would have done this different... And my intentions when I did leave you were never along the lines of abandoning you; but space is the thread and time is the needle that will mend your heart again... Suffocating you would only make things worse.

If we truly are soulmates, like you say we are... Then start believing in it. This isn't me saying I want you back to be like how we were before, but I want you back to start planning how we can be in the future. You're a good person Griffin, and I want us, WISH that we could be friends...

Spread peace. You may have locked all the doors, but I'll be standing by the window looking in... If you ever want to let me in... I'll be waiting.

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