The dog days are over

Things are looking up kid, yeah; things are looking up...
The dog days are over. The dog days are done.

Busy busy busy, but still coming up fabulous... Things seem to move alot slower, yet time ticks faster than ever before, where oh where is time going?
Rediscovering... It's always refreshing to find something new within something old... Like finding a vintage bottle of wine, and finally deciding to open it up, and taste it.

I don't really drink much wine, but I do know what it feels like to feel something so good... Something so soft, and pure. Tender touch. smooth, inviting warmth; a first amongst many firsts before, but this time was different. This time was special.
I want to appreciate what other people abuse, I want to comfort those that other people shit on. It's not fair that the beautiful people in life get turned bitter and ugly by other bitter and ugly people. Not physically, spiritually.
I want to help other people grow... Up and up and up, like the fire that cracks a seed open and reveals to it the otherworldly possibility of expanding up and out and down and in all directions, turning into a tree that can spawn new seeds of its own.

I feel like an old god walking down a new street. Take your life and cut it into 1 million pieces... Put it back together again, and no matter which way it turns out, you will always still be you... You will always still be perfect. I want to put music back into the airwaves, and give a kick to peoples steps... Free hugs anyone? Free advice?

"namo bhagavate bhai sajyaguru

vai duryaprabharajaya tathagataya

arhate samaskasambuddhaya tadyatha:

om bhai sajye bhai sajye mahabhai sajya-samudgate svaha."

A passage from the Bhai sajyaguruvaiduryaprabharaja Sutra... The medicine Buddha's mantra and Dharani... A mantra that I feel, calls out to me.

I want to be coated in white light... Healing light, that I can pass onto others. I want to take everything in my stride, be the bearer of other people's pain. Eliminate that pain when others can't. I have a new outlook on life after I decided to give a very special person a very special gift. But in giving that gift to them, I myself was also rewarded... I have not stopped smiling since.

Here you're allowed, everything all of the time... Here is my body, my soul, my heart, my mind. Use them as you need them; for I will never deny you. Everybody is somebody. Somebody important. Everyone has a devine purpose and reason for being here, and who will help us all in times of trial if not eachother? Cherish how fragile the human spirit can be sometimes, and others will cherish you.
Do good unto others. Help your god damn neighbour.

Today as I walked home from work, some cunts in a car tried to egg me. They shouted something obviously along the lines of 'I feel that my sexual performance is average, and im genderly challenged so I'm going to take it out on someone because I'm afraid of gays' and threw and egg... And it missed me. At first I thought "Sucked in, you cant throw"... And then I realised that I had obviously done something good that day, because it did miss, when it could have easily covered me in chicken period... Sometimes life does notice your good deeds, and it obviously does reward you.

I walked through the city yesterday morning... With a grin on my face as big as the grin I had drawn on my hand from the night before... And I smiled at people as they caught my eye, and not one of them smiled back. What is wrong with the world today? Can't people smile anymore? It was almost as if my smile insulted them, these 9 to 5 suit lackies, jealous that my morning was obviously better than theirs so far...

Something is terribly, terribly wrong with this world.

So, My lesson of the day is:

Be a good person, and you wont get covered in other peoples chicken period.