Saturday, October 23, 2010

Man is a giddy thing

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
A shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley,
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want...
Where you can always find me,
We'll have Halloween on Christmas,

And in the night we'll wish this never ends...
Wish this never ends... Don't waste your time I mean you're already the voice inside my head.

Where are you?
What are you doing?
Can you hear me?

I'm being stuck inbetween the parts of me I hate, and the parts that I love... Everything is spinning out of control, and yet I'm aware of how still I must be. Sitting here in contempt. Sitting here, chewing on my tongue... I wish I could taste blood.
I waited... And I still wait. Tomorrow I'll be waiting. Intermission of tears and back to the monotone silence. Haunting artists ring through my mind, cherry blossom cheeks and blood shot eyes. I despise how lonely I feel in the crowds of people, that flock past and disapear as the clock ticks. Yet I remain, with all of this pain and no more boxes to put it in.

I want you. need you, love you... You gotta call me soon, I'm struggling to breathe in this room. Oh Man is a giddy thing.